12 August, 2006
Here I am just in case you are wondering where I have got to. Things are okay for me at the moment but that's because I am working and don't have much time to think about things. I wake get ready for work, take a stroll to get to work, do what I have to and then it's home to go to bed and to do all that I did the day before but this time hopefully a little better. It would be very very boring if the outcome of everyday was the same. Wouldn't it? Life can be so dull and tiring if you don't do what you enjoy doing. Me I hate working where I am working but it's a means to an end. I like doing something with my days and I would love to say I enjoy everything about my life but there are quite a few things left for me to do before I can say that, as you can guess this is what people call normality. How boring
02 August, 2006
It's funny how thing happen in life . Me, I went to a thingy at south bank and I met such a beautiful woman I just can't seem to get her out of my mind. I just can't explain it but As it happens ( hello sue) . I sold her one of my poetry books. It just leads me to believe that you do not have the control over your destiny as you think. Would I like to meet this woman again? Yes, most definitely) and tell her what I feel? Not on your life. Hey I'm just a guy and who knows where it will lead? Marriage, divorce? I think it' just part of lives mystery. I think as I said I am now having dreams about her, is just one of those things but what if it's not? . Many things are possible in this life and if you realize we have only just one life to live. Then I guess It's just the right now that really starts the balling rolling. I find it strange that I can relate to this. if you recall I have been in a state of non conformity for so many years. It's just that everything in the world that I am used to is so different. I used to see things see as tough and harsh and immovable, its just not so anymore. Funny how life can change in the blink of an eye.